Tuesday, May 23, 2006
people have been telling me this. looks like they got high expectations of me. hurhur.
so, i have been acting all these while? andd i seriously need their attention yea?
c'mon, wht do all of you expect me to be? someone who's quiet, always doing his/her own things, doesnt interact with other ppl, sit at a dark corner waiting for ppl to approach them only when they need his/her help?
think again. if i were to be like this, i guess the result will still be the same. ppl would probably say that, ' see, she's trying to attract attention, and wants ppl to pity her. target the guys as her victims, trying all means to gain sympathy from them.'
if i were to be more manly, or start to hurl profanities at people. their reaction : ' here she goes again. acting lian, acting big. she's just a small fry. as if ppl would give a damn about her.'
if i were to change, will i still be me? who do you want me to be like so that all of you could just shut your mouth and stop poking your nose into my life? no matter wht i do, to others, it will be nothing good. thats wht i believe, at least.. for now.
seriously, i really admire ppl who can act for so long infront of their friends just for the lil attention they will be getting.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
